Last night I got to finger my girlfriend. We were sitting in the back of her car by the park and we were making out. I told her I wanted to finger her and so she let me. It was pretty fun. I told her if she ever wanted it just to say the word. We haven't fucked yet, which is cool because it hasn't even been two weeks so I'm not rushing it or anything. I want our first time to be awesome. There's no rushing perfection.
Also last night, at work, one of my coworkers mentioned that his brother was selling acid. I'm talking to him right now trying to work out the details on a purchase. I've never done acid before and I think it'll be really fun. I'm just not sure where I'm going to do it at. OR WHEN!! On the subject of work, I got high before work today. It really wasn't all that special. I've gone to work stoned plenty of times. It just makes the day go by a little faster.
I won't be working the rest of the week. Friday my mom and I are going out of town for the weekend to celebrate her birthday. It should be awesome! We're going to be staying in this nice timeshare with tons of amenities. I can't wait.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
My Best Friend Not Forever
Today I found out my ex-best friend, Daniel, still really wants to be my friend. We've had a rocky friendship the last year when he started dating a girl from our school. She fucked things up. And it wasn't just me being jealous, all of our friends felt rejected, betrayed, and pissed off by him. It wasn't that he would spend all his time with her, although he would spend a lot with her, it was that he changed. Daniel went from this goofy, horny friend to a stressed out, angry, and madly confused jerk. So we pretty much stopped being friends.
Daniel and his monster dick - I mean - drink.
Luckily we've pretty much reconciled our friendship but it's just not the same as it used to be. He's still dating the girl but she goes to a different high school so it's not so bad. For the last few weeks I've had a rough time knowing whether or not Daniel really wanted to be good friends anymore but my question has been answered. I'm number three on his Myspace Top 8, below his 2 cousins and above his girlfriend. And it may just be a Top 8 --- who gives a shit? I know he takes pride and a lot of thought put into making his Top 8 and he doesn't just have anybody up there.
I miss him. Not in a gay way. I miss him as a friend. He's so funny and we laugh at all the same shit. He was the best best friend I've ever had. I hate that we never get to hang out.
On the topic of getting to hang out; I saw my girlfriend at work today. It was awkward because we have to fake it since it wouldn't be appropriate for us to date since we're co-workers. We'd look at each other and want to kiss and it we just couldn't. It was so hard not to just run up and plant one on her. I spent some time with her when she got off though so that was awesome. I feel like a King when I'm talking to her. My baby.
These two people make me feel so awesome. I wish everyone close to me in life made me feel this way. Unfortunately, some people just bring me down. That's fucked up.
Daniel and his monster dick - I mean - drink.Luckily we've pretty much reconciled our friendship but it's just not the same as it used to be. He's still dating the girl but she goes to a different high school so it's not so bad. For the last few weeks I've had a rough time knowing whether or not Daniel really wanted to be good friends anymore but my question has been answered. I'm number three on his Myspace Top 8, below his 2 cousins and above his girlfriend. And it may just be a Top 8 --- who gives a shit? I know he takes pride and a lot of thought put into making his Top 8 and he doesn't just have anybody up there.
I miss him. Not in a gay way. I miss him as a friend. He's so funny and we laugh at all the same shit. He was the best best friend I've ever had. I hate that we never get to hang out.
On the topic of getting to hang out; I saw my girlfriend at work today. It was awkward because we have to fake it since it wouldn't be appropriate for us to date since we're co-workers. We'd look at each other and want to kiss and it we just couldn't. It was so hard not to just run up and plant one on her. I spent some time with her when she got off though so that was awesome. I feel like a King when I'm talking to her. My baby.These two people make me feel so awesome. I wish everyone close to me in life made me feel this way. Unfortunately, some people just bring me down. That's fucked up.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Who is The Worm?
I have a demented sense of humor and most things I say, and most things that I'll write in this blog, should be taken with a grain of salt. Although I'm serious about everything I write, it has a twisted degree of comedy to it.
1. I love my mom.
2. I smoke weed. I don't really know why but I do. Weed has changed my life in a lot of ways since I started smoking it last year when I was 16. In some ways, it has had a great impact on my life. But in more ways it has ruined my life. But once you get a taste of taboo euphoria it's hard to let it go. That's a fucked up paradox.
3. I'm 17 now with plans to go to a 4 year university somewhere in California, although The University of Arizona is also on my consideration list. UCSD and Cal-Poly both seem like great schools as well and I would like to attend either of those.
4. I have a girlfriend. We've been dating for 1 week, 1 day as of tonight. I'm not the kind of guy who is able to find a new girl every night and I'm happy I'm with her. She's awesome and knows exactly what I want. I realize a week is nothing for a relationship but we've got to start somewhere. I really hope it lasts for a long time. She's got great tits.
So there you have it. The four most important things in my life right now. I guess most of my blog entries will be filled of stories about bud, senior life, and sex. Typical teen.
1. I love my mom.
2. I smoke weed. I don't really know why but I do. Weed has changed my life in a lot of ways since I started smoking it last year when I was 16. In some ways, it has had a great impact on my life. But in more ways it has ruined my life. But once you get a taste of taboo euphoria it's hard to let it go. That's a fucked up paradox.
3. I'm 17 now with plans to go to a 4 year university somewhere in California, although The University of Arizona is also on my consideration list. UCSD and Cal-Poly both seem like great schools as well and I would like to attend either of those.
4. I have a girlfriend. We've been dating for 1 week, 1 day as of tonight. I'm not the kind of guy who is able to find a new girl every night and I'm happy I'm with her. She's awesome and knows exactly what I want. I realize a week is nothing for a relationship but we've got to start somewhere. I really hope it lasts for a long time. She's got great tits.
So there you have it. The four most important things in my life right now. I guess most of my blog entries will be filled of stories about bud, senior life, and sex. Typical teen.
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